the sun also rises

Have to lose 15-20+ before 2nd week in August because... 

1. New campus, new people, new boys, no sweating, shorts, confidence

2. back in the lowcountry = beach, river, pool-- swimsuits, shorts, dresses, tank tops, skirts. ALL THE  TIME.

3. cause' I am moving back in with my mom
4. go running with Rory lookin' good
5. help mum get back in shape
6. look awesome fitting in all my old skinny clothes
7. come back to C and visit chuck looking amazing :)
8. don't have enough money for groceries
9. want to spend money I do have on booze/ fun and save for when I move
10. I am super gross and fat ANYTIME I do not think that I am justifying what is disgusting as "okay even thought it is FAT

The rest of the month:

- 2 eggs with salsa in the morning till I run out of eggs & canteloupe/apples/carrots (only 1 of these per day)

- spaghetti till I run out

-soup till I run out

Tomorrow going to get coffee :)

Groceries for when I have to ask/ hopefully won't have to:
-apples
-eggs
-stuff to go with eggs
-pita
-spaghetti stuff
-carrots
-tea, coffee, diet soda
-diet drinks/food ??

Exercise of some kind every day -- buy Rory a new thing to run with her -- no binging -- try to excuse eating out (saves money and calories) -- post every morning while drinking coffee -- water, water, water -- if feeling desperate must try on three pairs of shorts and two tops & then still no binging