Looking thru stuff on FB and thinking...

One of my favorite parts of summer, always has been, has been swimming. Last summer, I pretty much never went because I was so uncomfortable with my body. I went 4 times... one of my FAVORITE things to do. That is ridiculous. I have to take care of myself so that I can. I think by June I should look way better but if I really try then I think I can go for mid May. Gotta do this.
A bunch of my friends have super cute swim suit shots that would horrify me.
One of my friends also used to go on and on about how I looked like a model in this one swimsuit I used to have in high school. I know I can be THAT again... I was shorter but I am pretty sure mostly I was just more fit, took care of my appearance and had watched what I ate.  Confidence is so important and lack of is what has made me this person I don't recognize. 

Here are my stats for loss, plus some swimspo. :) that is actually plausible.
Can't give up happiness for shit.
I bet I looked kinda like this... not fake boobs but little arms little waist little legs. Obviously, my face is not so pretty and skin tone is paler but I used to be Hollister size 4 thin. 

 So, here is some hollister even though I would never actually wear that shit.
 

  

And here is how Ill do it... I put in my height, weight, 1000/day, and moderate exercise 3-5 times a week. I may be under the cals sometimes or over cause of alcohol... def never under the workout but I wanted to be reasonable with myself.

Day	Weight
04/13/2011	142.77
04/20/2011	140.2
04/27/2011	137.66
05/04/2011	135.16
05/11/2011	132.7
05/18/2011	130.27
05/25/2011	127.87
06/01/2011	125.51
06/08/2011	123.18
06/15/2011	120.89
06/22/2011	118.62
06/29/2011	116.39
07/06/2011	114.19
07/13/2011	112.02